| Saturday, September 30, 2006 Y 7:03 AM jus came back from causeway pt. it was quite alrite lar... we also went timezone to play. haha aniwae gt this song which i find part of the lyrics meaningful. it's from xiao gang's kuai le lian xi qu. " wo yi wei zhang da yi xie leng mo yi xie, dui shui dou fang bei. ke yi rang kuai le tao zhou you hui gui, cai zhi dao zhi zu wu jue re qing qian bei, zhen xin de zan mei, na shi na me bu rong yi you de shi yue. kuai le yin man zhe yi zhong bei." nice rite? can understand? haha! yea. wahahahahaha! but if ani of u had read e original version of this blog entry... yea, it's no big deal. jus in a fit of anger? wahahaha! i was drunk! lol! xia signing off! Thursday, September 28, 2006 Y 7:51 AM haha! maybe i should try to write in proper english structure and correct language everytime i blog. this is because i have a module called critical reasoning skills. in this module, i have to write an agumentative essay for one of my tests. haha! oh man, this is so horrible, nt veri used to it. although last time i like writing essays, but that was so long ago, now my skill rusting liao. haha! i think should go back to normal. lol! aniwae i dun have this habit to realli go home so early after sch. haha! normalli in sec sch, after sch will go out wif bongz de, it's like almost everidae lor. haha! then like a bit bu xi guan... but adapting soon.. lol! now in poly i think banu likes to go home, pl i think she's ok wif it. haha! but gt where to go leh... haha! yeap... aniwae, todae during this electricity lesson, i feel so embarassed. i think the tr. mistook me as en qi. haha! she was like happily saying "alexia" is so slim... which is... of course ur noe rite, nt e truth. she was like looking at en qi when she said this. sad, dun have en qi's pic or can post here let u all compare. haha! u take one look sure can see a big difference de. one giant n one slim gal. haha! then this yean man n edmund was laughing so loud lor... haha! but they laugh because i noe they noe wat the tr jus said was nt true. lol! then when the tr. noe hu en qi was, she was like so shock lor. lol! maybe next lesson she take attendance again, when she noe im alexia, she will immediately faint. haha! maybe nt faint lar, but vomit. lol! im jus condenming myself. now ppl are making fun of me... lol! but sometimes quite fun. haha! aniwae wen for my first gems lesson. go there rite, dunno anione there, but then luckily because i look friendly "puked", one gal came to make fren with me. wahahaha! aniwae my this class gt so mani malay guys de. lol! then we watched one short film lor called Cut. haha! quite funni, actualli quite relaxing de, onli after watchin film mus ans qns lor. lol! then i feel this course like doing comprehension but the passage is in video form de. haha! luckily, ans gt no wrong ans de. haha! i hope this film appreciation would be a breeze for me. haha! ooh, then went home tat time saw 2 ex- 4e1 classmates. haha! i was nt so happi to see them. lol! one was a gal, hu's quite a close fren to jing. she like saw me le keep shaking her head. but i noe wat she means. she means, oh man, y alexia still look e same de, as ugly as before or maybe worst? haha! then she also gt no fashion sense de meh. haha! maybe tat was wat she meant. aniwae she became prettier liao lor, rebond her hair, wear contact lens.. good for her lor, then she also veri clever lor, now in acjc. haha! then met this 2nd person, andy voon. haha! he also change quite a bit, he changed his specs to a more style de n spiked his hair. last time i could nt stand him maybe because of his flat hair n horse face? oh, im being judgemental here. haha! tat doesnt mean i can stand him now. in fact, last time i think most in our class hate him bah. haha! he once had a crush on... wahahaha! but then i think she rejected him flatly. lol! m i gossiping now? haha! actualli mi cannot realli click well with my classmates, apart from my witchybong gang. wahahaha! but then in poly, it seems tat i can click better wif them. aniwae, i dun like to meet frends outside de. i mean like bump into them when im in shopping malls or wat. haha! maybe i feel zi bei? lol xia signing off! Wednesday, September 27, 2006 Y 1:49 AM i wan twins the new canto album!!! argh!!! ho hoo tan!!! haha! but then go my frequent website musicfever, but then now mus pay to become their member to download. haiz... lol! aniwae hu come across their album mus tell mi ar! haha! aniwae also went baidu find.. have their songs but file veri big, take up space onli. haha! aniwae hope my cousin gt buy their cd. haha! twins also coming to s'pore rite. wahahahaha! then i think they gt win award so come de. haha! 
aniwae nv regret watching pasta! ppl, ur go watch leh. realli veri nice. haha! was watching epi 11 wif jesster. haha! we were scolding tat damn f* rita like siao. haha! she realli so qian bian lor, jus ah zhe dun wan her doesnt mean she mus snatch hq away from xs rite. hate her man, now things so complicated liao. argh!!! stu stu stu!!! but then in next epi, it's xs hu's brave enough to wan to confess to hq wor. haha! so brave sia, nt like hq so coward. lol! hmm... will they finally gt together? haha! aniwae jesster wans tat pasta keychain. haha! it's cute. lol! cant wait for next epi! going sch later for how long maybe onli 30 mins, sian ar... haha! xia signing off! Tuesday, September 26, 2006 Y 9:07 AM haha! sch started le! lol! todae mostly gt briefing onli. haha! so sian, lol! but feel good cos did something good. lol! giving things to ppl, makes me happi. haha! ya... lol! aniwae my this music url ar... so lousy de, alwaes no song. haha! but me too lazy to repair. lol! aniwae ytd went to ah ma hse at hougang. haha! so far sia, lol! everytime mus travel so long de. haha! hmm... saw my cousins! so happy! haha! they are jus so cute. lol! haha! jenna! aniwae i like to call her banana. lol! cute rite? lol!  haha! i jus love to pinch her cheeks! wahahaha! her eyes so big lor... lol! nt like mine... sad. she likes to pose for the camera. haha! another cute cousin of mine. haha! last time i like to pinch his cheeks but now leh, he so thin liao, cant bear to. haha! xia signing off! Sunday, September 24, 2006 Y 9:36 AM haha! jus went to had my hair cut. lol! aniwae it seems to look e same tat's wat my bro said... sad sia... haha! then bring him go buy his stupid sch shoes... he hor.. like veri rich like tat every 3 mths change new shoe sia. haha! then he choose shoes so long de lor... haha! hmm... i've decided to change a bit of my character or maybe attitude? lol! i feel tat im mean to ppl, maybe certain ppl onli bah. actualli mi also veri sad de. but sometimes leh, realli hard to control, me wan to suan ren jiu zhi jie jiang zhu kou de. haha! i feel so bad. lol! i also feel that im irritating. m i? haha! jus feel tat way... i feel so zi bei... haiz... mus change! haha! aniwae ytd about 10 at nite rite, heard this fire engine seh... but then me look around also dunno wat happen. then this sijie called, say the hse opposite my block caught fire le. wahahahaha! first time ar... haha! then me next morning go see, wow realli cao ta liao... all black de, n stinky man. ya... sad leh, if ur hse jus caught fire like tat then all ur furniture burnt off, i will damn sad n xin tong, mus renovate n buy new furniture. haha!  see how black it looked! haha! haiz... aniwae went out wif pl ytd, was quite successful, haha! hmm, now i noe pl's taste n mine rather different. i like things complicated while she prefers to keep things simple. haha! aniwae me wait for this pl wait until im going roasted again, she ar... alwaes so long de. wahaha! nice graffit wall. lol! i hate everything about you! haha! but i dun hate anione. im serious. wahahaha! pl wif her fav hello kitty seh! but she didnt buy, lol! haha! jus like e crown ring seh. wahahaha! haha! first time taking pic in orchard road wif so mani ppl seh. lol!
 finally e both of us! haha!  first time go out with pohloo quite fun de. haha! yeap, pl next time go out again ar... now sch starting le... so sad... aniwae was chatting wif pl about songs, haha! she wants songs from this show, er mo zai shen bian. lol! then me go search for it ya, find tat gt so mani taiwan ou xiang ju tat i dunno of. haha! now onli watching pasta n ai qing mo fa shi. but then sch starting soon le leh, no time to watch. haha! but i prefer to listen to their songs better. maybe like songs from wei xiao pasta, dong fang zhu li ye n wang zi bian qing wa. haha! nice! lol! xia signing off! Friday, September 22, 2006 Y 11:42 PM im roasted!!! haha! but i think veri fast jiu ok le, return back to normal. haha! ytd at mentoring event, damn fun lor. haha! although veri tiring. but then see those adults jump that rope so damn funni lor, wahahahahaha! cannot stop laughing. lol! make animal noise somemore. lol! haha! aniwae pl finds tat if a guy pours water for u, jiu suan caring. haha! i think tat happens to her ytd. lol! like tat caring meh? haha! pour water onli... lol! maybe to u lor... haha! aniwae nth much to tok bout ytd lor. maybe jus say didn reget joining mentoring? haha! e ppl there damn nice. haha! so... let's jus tok tok.. haha! where do ur first look at when u see someone? which means which part of e body lar. haha! for me yea, i will see their hair first. haha! also dunno y de. lol! then me will look at their eyes. wahahaha! nt to see if e person's eyes big or small lor. haha! but see if can fang dian. wahahahaha! aniwae, i noe of someone wif small eyes rite, can fang dian. lol! but me MEI YOU BEI DIAN DAO. haha! like tat lor... aniwae gt 1 event coming up ar... haha! support yi xia ar. go leh! more ppl go more fun.. lol! wan to go can tag me, msn me, msg me. haha! veri cheap somemore. go ok!!! go go go!!!!!! haha!  looking thru e intinery, me seems more interested in the bumboat onli. wahahaha! cos nv sit before mah, cos it's quite expensive alone. then now gt offer... good rite! haha! everybody pls go n have fun! lol! aniwae was looking thru my music library again. haha! found few songs with are nice, TO ME lar. lol! *zi dui ni you gan jue ( fei lun hai/ hebe) *qi quan (rong zu er) *gan ying (yong er) *bei ji xing de yan lei (zhang dong liang) *jiu wei xiao le (zhang dong liang) *tian tian ye ye (FIR) xia signing off! Thursday, September 21, 2006 Y 11:42 PM ooh, later going back sp again for some mentoring event. wahahahaha! dunno how will it be like... hmm... aniwae sch gonna reopen soon, should i be happi n excited or just feel dead. haha! dunno leh, half of me feels happi, another part, feels bored, rather stay at home. haha! aniwae next sem mus work veri hard le. lol! ytd was laming with jesster in msn. hahaha! it was so lame, but i think this had been on for about 2 days le? haha! she's aunty lily, on the previous day, 49 yrs old. has a son, edmund, studying in JC.(aniwae i dunno y jesster choose edmund to be his son) wahahahaha! i am her niece, jesster, was then my name n im 8 yrs old. but then ytd, it seems tat we grew overnight, n its alot. haha! she became 70 n im 17 n had my name changed to Chesster. haha! but this edmund leh, still remain as he is. so funni seh. n is veri de lame. wahahahaha! argh!!! suddenly rmb, this TOH JING JING's bdae coming. haha! haven buy her presents yet ar, this sj also nv remind me. haha! aniwae jing if u happen to read my blog rite, tag n tell me wat u want lor... haha! no tag, means u dun wan present. wahahahaha! but then dunno will have time to buy a nt. wahahaha!!! dun worry jing, will try to find a way out. haha! xia signing off! Y 12:32 AM haha! back to writing a long entry le. haha! aniwae ytd reg for gems module rite, so stupid, didn't get the one i want. psycho so fast full de. so in the end took film appreciation lor, my next choice. haha! but hor, me so scared even tat full liao so without looking carefully jus clicked one with e wrong venue. stu leh. haha! but nvm lar, maybe jus walk more lor. haha! hmm... walking thru shops now alwaes can see people selling mooncake n lantern. haha! mooncake festival coming soon meh. haha! maybe... lol! aniwae, so huai nian last time play candles, burn trees n leaves with my frends. wahahahaha! so fun seh. but dunno this yr, will still play? haha! cos this sj n other frends like gt new clicks le. haha! but i wanna go play. lol! still so childish! but this once in a yr mah. lol! so veri long nv tok bout personal feelings le. haha! aniwae how's it like to get rejected? i mean in the sense of by a guy in my case. wahahahaha! aniwae hu so stupid would like to be rejected leh. lol! but then maybe i would like to try. haha! hu's willing to try? wahahahaha! stu! me siao le bah! aniwae, i think like from those shows i see, normally ppl will be veri sad de bah. haha! hmm.. would ppl like being rejected? haha! aniwae i think i need an extreme makeover. haha! change my hairstyle n specs. haha! also go on diet too. wahahahaha! but then me too lazy n no money to do all these. haha! change specs mah, cos no money to change n is i change once every year. haha! so mus wait till next yr. sad. i hate this big, ugly , green specs. haha! then my hair leh, dunno is wan to rebond or curl it. wahahahaha! aniwae no need think so much lar, me also no money de. haha! jus anihow cut lor. lol! so it seems like, i would still look e same for the next months or year. haha! me watch pasta epi 10 le! yea!! haha! quite nice seh. cos hequn n xiaoshi finally together le. then hq e music career is also back on track. haha! but jus when everything seems to be alrite, in e next epi, i think hq will go back to his ex flame rita. oh man. y leh, tat means his letting go of xs for rita? haha! stu! jam jam jam! haha! xia signing off! Tuesday, September 19, 2006 Y 5:05 AM aniwae ytd me nt wen to climb stairs challenge n nt rock climbing. haha aniwae it was no much diff. haha, climb tat stairs continuously was damn tiring, my legs wan to break le. haha! cannot ta han. wahahaha!
haha! me n my mother. aniwae my mother looked wierd. wahahaha! aniwae ar my bro keeps saying his handsome n my mother also everitime say his handsome. cannot stand it man. xia signing off! Monday, September 18, 2006 Y 12:20 AM yo, later going for this vertical challenge thingy. aiyo, my bro say mus rock climb. i hate it man. i dun wan to go leh. but still mus go. sian. later climb halfway fall down paiseh leh, or last one to reach the top also damn paiseh de. haha! nvm, i mus jia you lor! yea! =) aniwae my mother buy this bunch of bananas then gt one is siamese twins de, their whole body stick together, so cute. haha! dun bear to eat it leh. lol! can see they stick together? haha!  haha! todae gt nthing much to blog. aniwae tml mus apply for gems thingy? hope i get wat i wan. lol! first come first serve rite, mus on comp veri early le. wahahaha!!! xia signing off! Sunday, September 17, 2006 Y 3:09 AM feeling so mad now. haha! the internet seems to be opposing me todae. wanted to play o2 jam de, but then they say i cant connect to it, then i try their web but jus show me "e page cannot be displayed". then went friendster, load something also so long, keep refreshing wont come out. sian man.. then my blog keep trying to play e songs also cannot, previous day was alrite. wat is happening!!! haha... haha, aniwae went out ytd yea... realli met my mother there seh. haha! aniwae u noe wat, my mother reached home even later than me sia. i reached home bout 10.45 pm bah... she reached home around 12am. haha, she say they went ktv wor. haha! but dunno y leh... starting we were like quite alrite... can tok tok tok, but then later maybe like till e ending like tat.. it went... haha! i felt tat most were a bit irritated n tired le. haha! esp... lol! maybe tat's how i felt bah. haha! hmm... aniwae i jus feel so sad. i am alwaes contridicting myself. on e outside i like keep denying to myself but i noe on the inside is totally different de. sometimes rite, i gt this urge to confess but there seems to be something pulling me back. haha! maybe most wont understand wat im refering to bah. haha! if u noe can tag n guess lar. wahahaha! but hor i think no one will tag de lar... sad case sia... haha! aniwae ytd also watched The Banquet before meeting some friends. haha! e show quite nice TO ME lar... haha! cos some ppl keep sayin i hv a bad taste. haha! ur should go try n watch. haha! aniwae do i realli have a bad taste? haha! but i tink yes lor, my sec frends also say tat before. lol! sad ar... haha! if i have a bad taste... argh! nvm, wanted to rebutt back de, but then later explain till things become worst haha! xia signing off! Saturday, September 16, 2006 Y 12:25 AM yea!!! finally gt new blogskin le. wahahaha! aniwae have to thank EDMUND KOH for his teeny weeny help. haha! have to admit his good in html codes n this blogging stuff. wahaha! or is it cos everybody else also noe, onli me? cos im noob? haha! ooh, he wants to be called PRO too. lol! ytd wen back sp for mentoring yea, hmm... pl saw hu she want to see rite? haha! aniwae been paired up with this indian gal for this game. aniwae y am i alwaes being linked up with indian gals? haha. from start of sch, i have known alreadi 3 indian gal friends le. haha! hmm... but it's great to noe more frends of other races yeap. haha! aniwae my game is called wat giant rope jump ar. haha! have to jump as a team thru this long rope made of rubber band. most funny thing is they cannot use human language to communicate but animal sounds. haha! i think it would be veri funni, cos those playing are BP staffs hu are in their late 20s and early 50s. haha! well, this game rite, gt another guy also wan, so we had to play hei bai bei, luckily nt ren ti hei bai pei or it would be so embarrassing, n i won. haha! aniwae this guy is nt ani other guy, haha! pl... wahahaha! u nt jealous rite, giv u e chance le... wahahaha! hmm... ooh, pl partner this guy called amos, haha! hope ur 2 cha chu huo hua lar. haha! actualli his nice lar, dun pai chi ta. haha! yea... finally watch pasta epi 9 le. this whole epi is so damn sweet, having diabetics le. this hequn treats xiaoshi so nice n sweetly, wow... watch le mao zhan. haha! aniwae this coward hq at first i tot when he confess to xs he likes her, i tot it was for real leh. but then when xs said "huh? i dun like u", which i presume she is lying, hq backed out, said he was kidding too. oh my. haha! y cant both parties jus admit leh? xi huan jiu jiang lar. haha! aniwae i think nx epi, hq will sing his new song for his concert which i think is written esp for xs de. haha, called xiao wu gui, aniwae i heard it beforehand le, quite nice bah. in this song, i think hq is realli singing out his feelings to xs, but dunno how will xs react n it seems both of them are getting together in next epi. haha! cant wait for it. wahahaha! xia signing off! Thursday, September 14, 2006 Y 10:47 PM firstly, gt back my terrible results ytd. e whole process of waiting n getting back e results was miserable n terrible. i was so restless the whole morning. aniwae, i gt an A for ideas. so here i would like to thank my group mates (pl, banu, yc n ym) hmm.. we were a great team. everyone put in alot of effort! yea!!! haha! aniwae some misunderstandings took place ytd too, which i hope has been more or less settled? it seems tat all started becos of me. hmm, i've learnt a lesson. yeap. aniwae, going back to sp later. haha! yea, for mentoring briefing! woo hoo! at least i have something to do this afternoon. well also veri long nv meet those guys le, oh i mean ppl le. haha! hmm... dunno hu would be there. haha! ooh. broke up wif maple bf liao. haha! dunno whether is it break or nt. wahahaha! cos me veri long nv maple le, onli this few days went back to maple. so i think this guy ran away with someone else le bah. haha! aniwae, im nt bothered. haha! so break better bah. wahahahaha!!! then, tml going out with some frends yea, it seems tat my father wans to come along too. oh man, why would he wan to come? is he so free? he also say wan to treat my frends. for wat? haha! maybe his jus trying to be funni or maybe friendly. haha! if he realli goes, i would nt be going then. haha! luckily, he say again, he nt so wu liao lar, he will nt be coming along. ok! tat was great news. but then... my mother say, her colleages n her would be going there for dinner too, which they had planned much earlier than us. oh man.. is my whole family tricking me? aiya... so funni. haha! dunno if i would see her there. that would be damn funni. lol! hmm... xia signing off! Y 2:56 AM Is already 3+++ le. i jus saw my result in my mail. i do not expected to be taking it so fast. aniway, i done terrible although i manage to scripe through all... with such a terrible gpa. haiz, dun wish to say le. but now how am i going to tell my sis hu keeping asking mi to tell her once i get back. luckily she is sleepy.. let wait until tmr den slowly let her nod den.. ok that all.. going to hav a good nap first before tmr morning... Pohloo Wednesday, September 13, 2006 Y 11:47 PM aniwae it's onli 8.42am on 13th sept, n after reading pl's post, n xn's post, then i realizes they so fast gt their results le ar. i think they suscribed to the get ur results thru mail thingy. i didn suscribe, so maybe mus wait till realli 2pm then get results le lor. but then read their posts its like they are so sad man, haiz, wat would be of me then. im now realli veri veri scared n nervous. how? should i have suscribed it so as to lessen my misery, then i noe my results earlier n let it be? or is it better to have gotten at 2pm so i would still have time for a breather? haiz.. aniwae clock is ticking away quickly, i so damn scared. argh!!! i realli need reconfirmation tat i will do well.... wat shld i do now? no mood to blog le leh... jus hope God bless me. n i'll have to believe in myslef! wat's done is done, cant cry over spilled milk. argh!!! jus leave it... xia signing off! Y 12:55 PM ha! now comp kena virus le lar. haiz... cannot youtube le, cannot watch my wei xiao pasta n ai qing mo fa shi le. laptop too slow to load. how to survive? aniwae my bro n father seems to be blaming mi for tat virus. aiyo k lor, my fault. can? haha! aniwae toking bout ai qing mo fa shi... haha! gt one epi, richie said this " when u like someone, u have to accept everything bout them, including their wrong decisions". so do ur agree? haha! his refering to xiao bei bah. haha! aniwae, richie will soon be losing xiao bei to ya si. so sad. i want xiao bei to be with richie, richie is a nice guy. wahahaha!  richie n xiao bei look better together ya? Tuesday, September 12, 2006 Y 8:25 AM aniwae todae is 911. haha! hmm, hope nth bad happens. wahaha! was looking thru my music library yeap, clearing some songs. then came upon this song "hui heng mei" by rong zu er, a super nice and meaningful cantonese song. aniwae this song i think those hu have watched the show "go go go" , gt rong zu er acting inside with this dog de, will have heard it before bah. show before in channel 8 de. haha! ya then suddenly tot of that show. hmm... quite true lor, y ppl alwaes onli get attracted to those tat are handsome or pretty leh? in the show zu er, became so ugly, ppl like look down on her. something like tat. the show mainly move about ppl's looks. haha! y? lol!  aniwae i think tat diff ppl hv diff view on whether which guy or gal is handsome or pretty lor. for me leh, erm... guys ar, they mus be those sunshine type. wear cap de, e hair have to be seen when they wear cap, nt those kind of army boy hairstyle. then if they wear specs would be better. haha! but most guys are good looking lar. for gals leh, normally i feel tat gals with long silky hair n big eyes are pretty. but then when i look at gals, i will look at them in mani angles. haha! for example, they might nt be so pretty but when they smile suddenly is like, they look so attractive. haha! funni seh. lol! but normally, i have to look at ppl mani times before i can determine if they are realli handsome or pretty a nt. haha! but maybe cos, get to noe them longer, u noe their inner beauty le, then i'll find them charming. haha! but actualli everyone's beautiful n special in their own ways bah. haha! xia signing off! Monday, September 11, 2006 Y 11:00 AM look like i haven blog for so long.. aniway, jus now alexia told mi she had a dream yesterday. it was a funni and weird dream. the dream go like this, gt 2 ppl from our class were in class. they were told to go up to the board to write the ans by the teacher. haha den the ger dunno y take the initative and kissed the guy. lol.., and alexia was there holding the camera.. but when the ger nod, she tell alexia to take it again so they continue. everybody in the class was so stunned. haha.. it was indeed a weird dream. haiz ok today is already mon le. so fast. lol aniway now i was watching this korean show" A sad love story" acted by kwon sang woo.. yea he is he so charming. keke. but when last week he came to singapore. i did went to see. keke it was so packed. ok bac to the show, as from the tittle, we knew that it will be a very sad love story. this story depicts on friendship and love. On the day the couple were to marry, the guy went to save his friend from a gun shot and passed alway. however the ger did not know. it was indeed a very sad story... i onli buy 2 days ago and already watched finish the show. keke
pohloo Y 7:59 AM aniwae ytd went to suntec city. haha! go there so inconvenient sia. so went city hall take shuttle bus there lor. but while waiting for the bus rite, gt some policemen n a big guard dog standing behind me. cos me facing in another direction so didn noe they behing me mah. then suddenly i turn, bump into them. then saw the dog, wah scary sia.haha! cant they jus say excuse me? maybe i didn hear bah, listening to my mp3. haha! hmm.. then since suntec is holding the IMF meeting me went to take a look lor. wah, there sercurity quite tight seh. n the ppl shoppin there nt as mani leh. haha! how i wish i could be involved directly in IMF. i like finance, dunno y went to dcp instead. haha! stu leh! aniwae ate alot ytd n previous days. im groing fatter!!! haha! aniwae so jealous of my bro. he eat n eat wont grow fat e. noe y, cos he gt those genes from my father. me leh, eat n eat will grow fatter n fatter cos gt genes from my mother. ru guo wo gen kun dui huan jiu hao. haha! hmm... aniwae y do ppl so botherd bout how they look or their figure leh. jus dun understand. haha! neng chi shi fu! lol! hmm, then at nite yea keep receiving this same old sms. i am sending this because i believe u are an angel. (ooh, so ppl thinks im an angel. wahahaha!) there are more than 20angels in this world. 10 are peacefull slping on clouds. 9 are playing and 1 is reading this text at this moment. send this message to 10 of ur friends including me. (aniwae i've counted, send to 10 ppl my bail can explode, cos this sms alone consists of 3 pages, so imagine sending 30 sms. n this is jus a stupid chain mail yea.) If u get 5 replies someone u love will surprise u. (aniwae this part is so damn lame. haha! i think those of my friends hu forward this chain mail has secret admirers. haha! aniwae y would i send this when i dun have ani love one. if u say love ones jiu plenty. haha! my family n friends lor. n y on earth will they suddenly surprise me? haha!)Happy days. dont break this, it works! ( does it realli work? since ive broken this chain, i will have no surprise then. haha! i jus felt that this chain is jus some lame n bored ppl wantin to trick n play ppl. yeap.)( imagaine if i hv forwarded tat mail, do i have so mani close contacts to send them to? haha! n would i realli gt back 5? haha! all jus a prank lar! haha! but sometimes i do love to forward chain mails. haha! xia signing off! Saturday, September 09, 2006 Y 11:30 AM aniwae, i love listening to songs... esp chinese songs... i like to listen to songs with meaningful lyrics. sometimes i 'll try to associate my feelings to the lyrics. for example, ytd before i went to bed, i was listening to whole album of FIR songs. hmm... onli during at nite when im all alone, can i think e best. aniwae, i found this song "ni heng ai ta" e lyrics veri suit to wat i want to tell this friend. hu's a gal. haha! dunno leh... maybe diff ppl, have diff way in interpreting the lyrics? hmm... then "tian tian ye ye" is definitely a veri sweet n romantic song. but, it doesnt suit me now. haha! but it is realli veri veri nice. lastly, "yu ying hua" eh... actualli associated to someone which i tot of ytd but nw forget le... haha! aniwae, i love to listen to songs! can see me everywhere wif my mp3. haha! esp, while travelling in bus or wat... sometimes that's y i prefer to go home alone or go to sch alone... so can listen to music.. or else if gt ppl with u go home, jiu bu ke yi ting le. hui heng mei you li mao. haha! yeap. so pl, u shld noe e reason now rite... haha! aniwae besides chinese songs... i like cantonese songs. jus cos i wan to realli master the language. i have missed out wat i shld hv done n is regretting it alot. aniwae i have alwaes been hoping to master my cantonese well so i could communicate properly with my late grandmother hu passed away last year. even before i could master it well... she has already left us. i was realli devastated. besides tat, i noe my grandma was the one hu took care of me since i was born. my parents had to work... so i was put into the care of my grandma. however, till her last days, i still took her for granted. i did nt like fufil my part as her granddaughter... wow... wan to cry le... i realli miss n love her veri much. i have alwaes nt said this when she was still around. im now regretting alot... aniwae this seems to be the first time i opened up my feelings so much. before, i tot no one would truely understand me or wat so ever... n i dunno if ppl will be reading this entry n feel e same as wat im going thru... so now i understood tat we shldnt take our love ones for granted, if u realli like this person so much, pluck up ur courage n tell e person how much u like him or her before u realli start regretting n losing that import person. u realli nv noe when ur close n love ones will leave u... ooh... im getting emotional again... so appreciate those beside u now n show them how much u love them, whether be it ur parents, ur siblings, ur frends n even ur bf or gf. yeap... <3! Y 11:28 AM aniwae, starting to wonder where did i start this blog in the first place. hmm.. to let other noe my true feelings? but it seems tat i have been revealing more than i wanted. however, i jus couldnt control myself, everything jus vomit out. aiyor! aniwae, i also realise im also having this low self esteem, alwaes thinking bad about myself... did i really forgot what adam khoo had taught? i mus find back my confidence soon. but, it seems easier said than done. with ppl hus also making u look bad around me...how to? i have also been wondering then y in the first place did i befriend such ppl? but, some things as said cannot be controlled ya... jus like if God has put u in this situation, it would be ur fate to meet such ppl. haiz... jus starting to get emotional again... which is unlike me... aiyor! Aniwae saw this stupid Edmund koh e blog entry… feel so dots… tiao jing huang he ye xi bu qing le. Haha! Nt gonna bother le. Jess!!!! Argh!!!! Stu lar!!!! Sad case sia… xia signing off! Friday, September 08, 2006 Y 12:00 PM hmm... read this email sent by my father... so touching sia... these are views of mother teresa on love. “If you judge people, you have no time to love them.” hmm... maybe i shld change my way of thinking le... next time cannot judge ppl on their looks n character than go n love them... mus treat everyone equally. “I have found the paradox, that if you love until it hurts, there can be no more hurt, only more love.” this one quite true leh... if u keep hating that person... sometimes love can take away all ur hatred n u will start to love tat person. “Do not think that love, in order to be genuine, has to be extraordinary. What we need is to love without getting tired.” yeap... loving others is a pleasure, but hating someone is a chore. "Every time you smile at someone, it is an action of love, a gift to that person, a beautiful thing." yeap, smile more, nt to onli e person u love, but to every single person! =) "Good works are links that form a chain of love." xia- wachi- xiasini- lex signing off! Y 9:49 AM aniwae... pl y u nv blog de... argh!!! haha! aniwae im damn jealous now... lol! i get jealous easily de wo. haha! my father this few days had been going up to my cousin's hse at night... n i was thinking wats he doing there. n u noe wat, he told us tat maybe we r going to hong kong. n u noe when he said tat, i was damn happy lor. i simply love to go hong kong! wahahaha!!! aniwae, cos i jus went last year, but then didn bought much.. so tot maybe this time go mus shop like siao... but then after that he said onli him n my aunt n uncle n cousins are going this october. i was like... wat the! haha! i wan to go lor... last yr we went at the wrong time... there's nt much to buy at the end of the year, they sell onli winter clothes lor... haiz... i wan to go!!! haha!!! maybe i shall ask my father to buy mani things back for me... i will!!! aniwae last yr went onli for 5 days... n it was like shld extend mah... now they are going maybe for 7 days... wao lao... haiz... Hong kong! i wan to go!!! bt nt to disneyland again.. no fun de... wahahaha!!! hmm... my bro also wan to go hk too... maybe we can protest together! haha! xia- wachi- xiasini- lex signing off! Thursday, September 07, 2006 Y 3:05 PM hmm... jus finish watching qian ji bian ( the twins effect). e story is damn interesting n nice man. wahahaha!!! aniwae it was love that brought the now empress to hate man. haha! she suspected tat her lover betrayed her. therefore, the world country was ruled by women n men were their slaves. the empress also ruled that there should be no love btw men n women. "you duo ai jiu you duo heng" that's wat the empress wants. aniwae in this show, there's charcoal head hu likes blue bird (ah gill) n 13th young master (ah sa) hu likes blockhead as she thought tat he was the destined emperor. this 4 youngsters in the end work together to get rid of the empress n succeeded. n it was discovered that charcoal head was the real emperor, however, he gave up his throne to blockhead to be with ah gill. haha! aniwae, ah sa was so cute n bubbly in the show. love her man! haha! n this ah gill rite.. was realli veri pretty... lol! but i still prefer ah sa. wahaha!!!  xia- wachi- xiasini- lex signing off!
Y 9:32 AM aniwae... ytd my sent out a sms to some frens ytd rite... at first i tot was alrite...ya wat... nth wrong rite? but then this sijie reply back say hey... mao zhan le lar. wahaha!!! so mi here say paiseh to those i sent out to if the msg was to er xin ar... haha! stu lar, sijie! wahahaha!! hmm... ytd while slping was thinking... i hate sharing e same room with my bro. wahaha!!! actualli gt another room de, but then it's like damn messy lor... then everyone lazy clear up.. so in the end have to share with him. sometimes realli no privcy lor... then secondly, i dunno y ar, cos we slping double decker bed mah, so is like everytime he slp, he have to shake the bed... dunno wat is he up to. haha! do guys slp like tat? wahahaha!!! aniwae asked him he say he counting the beat. stu lar! dunno wat he toking. lol! im alwaes slping in earthquakes!!!!! aniwae toking bout my bro... hmm.. his quite nice sometimes yea... but sometimes realli irritating. wahahaha!!! this bro of mine... 4 yrs younger than me... but we sometimes do click well yea... haha!!! his in his sch band playing the trumpet. everytime make so much noise at home. but because of him yea, my love for music sort of hui lai le. haha!!! besides tat, he seems to like to chat with gals.. hope he doesnt become a hua hua gong zi. haha!!! n at his age now, his alreadi taler than me, im 168 yea... cant imagine how tll he will be when he grows older... oh no... aniwae my mother did say before, ask my bro to stop growing taller, next time gt gf yea... wanna kiss... difficult sia... wahahaha!!!! so funni. lol!!! hope my bro gets chio by gals soon... haha!!! aniwae he maples alot! yeap, realli glad to have a bro like him! im thankful!
mi n ah kun! xia- wachi- xiasini- lex signing off! Wednesday, September 06, 2006 Y 4:21 PM hmm... aniwae do all guys like to say themselves handsome? i have some friends hu does tat... erm.. sometimes its true tat some are realli gd looking... eh.. by saying this is nt pointing to anione ar... wahahaha! yeap... jus feel that cant they be humble a bit? lol! ok lar... sometimes gals do like to say they look good too rite... but nt me... cos im nt. wahahahaha!!!  Wilber Pan Wei Bo
xia- wachi- xiasini- lex signing off! Y 4:19 PM aniwae while waiting to watch next episode of wei xiao pasta, me continue to watch where i last stop e ai qing mo fa shi. this show mah... nt as nice as pasta bah.. haha! aniwae i jus discovered tat all shows rite... gt love scenes rite... then e story line alwaes almost de same de. haha! aniwae in this show ya, gt ming dao acting as du ya si. gt a gal, dunno her name, part of sweety de, called xiao bei n wang shao wei as er qi. aniwae, this seems to be a love triangle. wahaha! aniwae, does guys like gals hu admit they like them? in this show rite.. when xiao bei confess she likes er qi, er qi jiu dui ta you gan jue le. haha! so wierd yea.. then came ya si hu likes xiao bei. but xiao bei chose er qi, but but but hor... xiao bei also have little feelings for ya si. ya si was jealous when xiao bei chose er qi at the shui mi gong there. wahaha! aniwae their love story veri de luan.. me also quite confused, ur mus watch de show le then can understand. lol! hmm... quite interesting bah.. but maybe pasta the love story more dan chun. lol! yea... aniwae i hate to be accused or betrayed by frends. yea... suddenly have this thought. ya. hope nobody does that to me... i like this song... yi ge xiang xia tian yi ge xiang qiu tian. hmm... it's a song bout friendship it’s nice yea…. =) xia- wachi- xiasini- lex signing off! Y 4:12 PM hmm... now i think i hv to sign off everytime i blogged, cos gt 2 person blogging rite... lol! aniwae this few days have been thinking bout my sec sch frends again... thinking bout e nicknames they gave me. haha! my veri first one was given by my cousin since i was born. "xia", she alwaes calls me that.. n i like it. lol! then in sec sch... jing started calling mi ah xia. sijie leh... sometimes call me wachi or xiasini. seems rather chu lu leh.. e names...haha! then.. simin sometimes calls me lex. wahahaha!!! seems alot of nick sia... haha! then my aunt calls mi xi wan.. my parents calls mi ah qi. lol! hmm.. aniwae u figure out urself y im given these nicknames. haha! aniwae i felt tat ppl calling my nick i feel more comfortable, my poly friends now call by my name... sometimes feel realli odd n wierd leh. haha! maybe nickname more qing qie bah. wahaha! yea... xia- wachi- xiasini- lex signing off! Tuesday, September 05, 2006 Y 12:03 PM yesterday, went to ps to celebrate xn' birthday. haha. we have lunch at swences before going to watch click. den we also took 2 times of neoprint. it have been so long that i last took neoprint. haha. anyway xn had a hard time opening the present. yes regarding the click, it is a nice and touching movie. i like the last part most. haha. especially when it say "family comes first" haiz anyway later going to see my yi po. she quite old already around 60++. but recently, she had a fall so she is now resting at home. but jus before that, she had a minor stroke. but luckily, she is now well and resting at home. so life is realli very fagile... Y 11:54 AM Hmm… haha! Aniwae recently gt stuck to 3 guys… wahaha! Nt really stuck or what… jus hmm… attracted to them? Lol! Aniwae this 3 guys… they are… haha xiao zhu… Wilber pan n zhang dong liang… wahaha! Hu were ur thinking? Firstly, xiao zhu ya… his damn funni n talented… really like his hosting in bai fen bai! Wahahaha!!! Then pan wei bo leh… hmmm. Of his new album? I like zhao mi n lai dian.. nice she… wahaha! N he looks good with his cap on… haha! Lastly, zhang dong liang leh… cos his acting as he qun in wei xiao pasta! Wahahah! He also veri hao kan… haha! aniwae toking bout wei xiao pasta… ytd watched epi 8. hmm.. nt tat interesting.. but jus found out tat ah zhe is slowly falling for xiao shi. Ah zhe was e first person hu saved xiao shi… he qun was so jealous when they 2 hugged. Wahaha!!! But then in this epi, nv see he qun confessing… haha! But I think xiao shi also liked he qun… cos her expression was damn shocked when she realized it wasn’t he qun tat saved her… lol! Hmm.. show’s getting interesting. Wahahah!!! Aniwae ytd also gt a bad dream… haha! At first dunno whether to share a nt… but pl say ralli veri funni that she nearly laugh off her chair. Wahaha! But mi myself dun think it’s funni leh… haha. Aniwae, e thing is I cant imagine tat me n this person is a couple in e dream… wahaha! Out of so mani ppl, is this person lor… haha! Maybe cos pl noe more bout my secrets.. so when she heard bout it kept laughing.. aniwae nt goin say hu this guy is… haha!!! Luckily, it is jus a dream.. haha!!! You want noe.. ask mi lor.. maybe I’ll tell u… wahaha!!! Sunday, September 03, 2006 Y 3:01 PM wahaha!!! finally this blogger thing is working again le.. me can post entry normally le. wahaha!!! aniwae... sometimes i cant stand certain ppl, nt going to name yea... haha!!! tok to them can vomit blood de. noe by saying such things will offend ppl de... but mi is smeone hu's straightforward... haha!!! you she me jiu shuo she me... wahahaha!!! but hor... towards "...." will nt be as straightforward... haha!!! i jus love to deny... lol... denying is my hobby... haha!!! aniwae gonna start hating this person le... dunno y.. some gut feelings tell mi i hv to hate this person... or i would fall deeper in... i need to save myself!!!! wahahaha!!! im like toking in codes ya... lol! later my words too obvious... haha!!! hmm... i hate this person gt no particular reason... jus a tat i wan to...lol! aniwae tried before... had some feelings towards this person during sec sch... so wan to stop myself... me start to hate that person... n it succeeded! wahaha!! so happi... but tiring also lar... lol!!! so gt other ways to hate a person? lol! but then im someone hus easily swayed by others... rong yi xin ruan de... haha! tats my weaknesss n i hate it... lol!!! hmm... is there a way to find out if aniwae had read ur blog? cos i wan to noe hu read mine n so be careful of my words. haha!!! aniwae heard sijie said bout her "adventure" in sch... or wat word shld i use? lol!!! she was like walking down e stairs with her hands swinging yea.. then dunno wat happen, another guy walking up the stairs... met with her hand. nt onli meet, its like shi zhi jing kou. fingers clutched together... wahaha!!! tat's damn funni lor... but can such things realli happen a nt? sometimes cant believe leh... hmm.. toking bout believing... feel tat btw frends yea... there shld be trust n believe in one another rite... haha! so i believe her... lol! i oli dun believe my enemies... but i dun hv enemies... wahaha!!! i believe wat all my frends tell mi, cos i trust all of them... yea... ya... aniwae, jing, u wan me mention ur name in my blog rite... i hv done it. TOH JING JING!!! tat's all folks! Y 2:16 AM jus came from my ex class outing for steamboat at marina. but in the end, only 16 turned up because many ppl fang fei ji at the last min. hiaz... we walk from the mrt to the place because the bus was too squeezy but we reach there at only 730. luckily, there were seats available still. haha, we chat and have dinner. its was very fun. we have our dinner for 3 hours. but before that, some had finish so we sit around and chit chat waiting fot the others to finish. but the thing is they had took too many meat. haha, but in the alex help to finish all. haha when we finish we took some photos for memories. next as it was already 11pm. it is too late to play bowling le so we go and play arcard instead we played daytona together and complete against each other. ya so old le still play arcard. lol. we played until 1130 and quickly took a bus back to the mrt station. luckily, we manage to take the last train at 1145. haha. as the train was vacant, we took some photos too. haha haiz misses them a lot and hope to see all of u again soon. ok la go off to bed le. haha Pohloo Saturday, September 02, 2006 Y 2:37 PM haha...giving up soon... on... tat person... so hopeless... wahaha!!! like my favourite song.. qi quan by rong zu er. haha! nice tat song.. but maybe nt all like leh... lol!!! this person me refering to dunno is it gal or guy... up to ur to guess... wahahaha!!! sometimes me write blog can read my own feelings de... real ones... haha! so if wan to noe more bout mi read this blog lor... but sometimes i noe... some entries r rather boring de... lol! then ppl might jus skim through n now read all... haha! yea... aniwae sometimes i might unknowningly say out things which i shldn't say... like... my crush? my weight? my... watever... or maybe other ppl's secret... haha! no lar... me veri loyal to frens de... all u ppl can trust me yea... haha! like pl.. i noe some of her secrets bah... yea... n she noes alot bout mine... mostly on... ya... pl noe wat im toking about... dun bother askin her bout my secrets... cos i trust her she wont betray me de... lol! hahahahaha!!! i think by now most ppl wont noe wat me toking about bah... wahaha!!! hmm... i like to hear ppl's love stories... lol! aniwae toking bout wei xiao pasta... so... if u r xiaoshi n some guy like hequn comes to confess his feelings for u... wat would u do... hahaha!!! i asked jesster... n this is her reply... haha! im nt going to say out... lol! but i like to noe wat others would do... dun ask mi wat will i do... cos... i hv nv tot of tat before... until i watch this show... wahaha!!! but maybe i noe wat my ans is now... i still wont tell others... lol! but mine is a simple n stupid ans. lol! so... jus heard a nice song from radio...there's something in e way u look at mi... quite nice ya... haha!! k lar... stop here le... Y 2:03 PM haiz... i hate this.. dunno leh... keep writing e same thing over n over again... still cannot post... haha! aniwae trs day eve went back dunearn... so huai nian last time sec sch... so mani wonderful memories... haha, the friends, the teachers, the food... i think for my whole life... i will miss these times e most... haha!!! aniwae... saw mr raja n mr nick lee. they saw me like saw ghost like tat... so shocked to c me like tat... wahahaha!!! noe y... cos my maths n physics alwaes e "best". haha! can rmb raja, so scary de... lol! alwaes come into class like everybody will be damn quiet... haha! but his a nice tr... haha! erm... saw mani of my old classmates but nt.. huiling... so sad... my best pal... she sick didn come... im so sad... veri long nv see her le... haiz... miss her man! lol! then this jing jing ar.. mei li wu fa dang... wahaha!!! gt some guys ask for her number in public... haha! jing was like so scared... lol! aniwae she gave her real number which was stupid. haha! hee! aiya... this priviledge onli to mei nu mah... haha! we see le feel so funni... haha! dunno leh...lol! then we went k box... actualli dun wan go de... wan save money n dunno how to sind de mah... haha! but then leh.. this hao peng you men keeping asking me to go... so... cos of them i went... lol! then at first shy lar... later out of tune so nv sing much... but then later tot leh... my close frends mah... nvm de so become more open... so we sing sing sing lor... lol! was fun!!! haha aniwae jus discovered smthin... jing! u noe chingy ur gd fren now rite... last yr same class as wen cong... wen xiang's twin bro leh! haha! u see her friendster class pic.. gt one look like him leh. haha! u noe? lol! so funni leh... wahahaha!!! haha! my bro wear my lap coat n he says he looks like a flasher. wahahaha!!! i agree too... he loks wierd in it... lol!!! so when will i see all my old classmates again?   jeremy u ar!... make it in e pic in e last mintue...haha! nearly destroy e whole thing. wahaha | colourful
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hmm... aniwae i now then realize when im young i am veri naughty de. haha! my aunt say, last time when im veri small i like to bite my cousins, then is like bite veri fast de then gt blood somemore. wahaha! aniwae my mother say those with natural curly hair de hor are veri naughty de. lol! so it's true... wahahaha! but i think i now more guai liao rite. lol! tat means banu last time veri veri veri de naughty lar. wahahahahaha!!!!!
on our way to heeren saw this sports car seh, haha! nice? mani ppl also taking picture of this car lol!
