haha! for once i forgot my blogger password. lol! think so hard finally cracked it. also so long nv blog le..

nth much happened this few days leh.. jus stay at home.. i feel so lonely, so lonely.. haha! but then i think xmas was well spent. my first time spending xmas with friends lor. we exchanged gifts, and i received a box of chocs. haha!

then boxing day went shopping... was like spending money like water. haha! i think we spent almost 400 dollars. tat's crazy lor. my mother bought 4 watches.. one each lor.. haha! i like my bro's addidas watch! e design is nice but the colour not so nice... dark blue lor. he say that colour striking then keep showing off cos he say limited edition. haha! i prefer white one.
then i gt a nike bag. wahahaha! yellow n black? bumble bee. lol!

aniwae xiao zhu's album realli nice leh. i like 5 songs from it. haha! jing wu men, sui sui nian, hao peng you, twinkle n xing fu lie ren. but then hao peng you i dun quite understand the song.. a bit contridicting leh...

曾经因为等待会改变什么
你总会属于我
但是最后时间证明了
你只喜欢我
你说我比较像你的好朋友
只是不小心拥抱着

this part wierd.. the guy likes the girl n has confessed to the girl. the girl told e guy she accidentally fallen for him too but will onli treat him as her best friend. is that wat it trying to say? haha!

2007 coming le!!! hope to spend the last day of 2006 meaningfully. haha!

xia.


so long nv blog liao... mani things happened within these 1 week lor.. but cos of my short term memory, i forgotten most that took place. haha!

but then i rmb, bringing old folks to sentosa, underwater world with my class. which was rather fun n meaningful.

then most recently, i went for a chalet.. where i injured myself. my whole knee now is starting to rot. veri painful lor, jus have to blame myself for being so careless. fell off from the bicycle... not cos my skill nt good, is cos i forgot to push up the stand.. idiot! but then i wont have phobia to cycling... my addicted to it... like audition!!!

then went wif sgf excluding banu to sim lim square to buy some components for proj. then wen bugis to walk while killing time. n also to look for christmas present ideas. then at 7 wen to lao pau sat, watch my bro's band concert. erm.. their standard after hearing i find is so-so onli. they like nv practice alot like tat, can gt no mo qi. a bit messy, then some songs the tune they play rather flat. haha! they realli have to buck up wif they wan to win GOLD for SYF next year...

then i watched curse of the golden flower, which is realli a stupid n meaningless show. i dun even understand the story line... n y they use chrysanthmum leh? cos it seems golden? the story nv explain at all lor.. then jay chou's acting is rather raw, the actors all their acting like so-so... not much acting e. haha! i feel is waste of time watching onli. then the maids n gong li they have to wear so little meh, showing their boobs? last time ppl wear like tat e huh? so stu.

then tml going to celebrate my little cousin's 2 bdae. woo hoo!!! then staying overnight at my grandma's place till christmas! then maybe going over to adeline's for christmas party. yea!!! alot of plans.. lol!

christmas n new year coming soon... so happy!!!!

xia.


i am so smart! so clever! haha! i think so... maybe onli poh loo will understand wat i mean. dun ask me wat im refering to.. nt going to say anithing le. haha! jus feel so proud of myself. lol

aniwae jus now met felicia, jason, dwayne n matthew at plaza sing. actualli im nt veri keen to meet up e.. haha but then since so long nv see them le n im in the process of kicking off the rejecting habit, so i just met up lor. haha. at first it was so damn wierd. cos like.. erm.. wat should we say or do. lol! n this gathering is like so sudden? starting waiting for them i was worried i could not recognise them. haha but then everyone except dwayne i could recognise. dwayne is like change alot lor.

ya then we had lunch.. n was like so wierd. aniwae the 3 guys veri clever lor. 1 from RI, another hwa chong then another nyjc.. i felt a bit inferior? haha then we watched ERAGON. nice! so touching.. i like the part they fought the war.. haha! so nice n exciting but then the whole show rather short leh.. hope gt part 2 of it. haha!

i feel my blog getting sian leh.. nth interesting. this wk jus feel so slow... now onli wed.

ah xia!!!!


argh!!! my stupid bro made my father bought this web camera. so now everyday wat i do or wat so ever will be viewed by my parents thru internet lor. so dots lor, but then this camera shld be to spy on my brother e lar. now so no privacy lor.

then ytd was quite terrible. nvm, jus let it pass.. also dunno wat to say liao. jus feel that maybe being too truthful or direct is a mistake. n blog sometimes has so mani disadvantages e. but feeling so much better now liao... maybe sometimes.. tok to someone bout it can make oneself feel better. if japsnop was still around...

i feel tat im so bad. ytd alone rejected sijie thrice. wah!!! but cos realli gt reasons e. not i dun wan meet up wif ur. argh!!! maybe i shld start keeping to myself, close up the doors from everyone. then like tat wont bring so much trouble or problems to ppl. yea...

xia...


it can be seen that im a wierd person from my previous entry. haha! im jus a bloody wierd person. my mood can swing from taipei to beijing. haha! sometimes realli hard to control will realli explode. in the sense cry out. but until now haven reach this stage. i've strong controlling power! haha!

aniwae todae was damn... dunno how to say. i jus notice that i have been offending ppl or irritating them this past 2 days. that's wat i felt. im jus a super wierd pest. haha! n the observation i made was totally wrong. tat person read my blog, was so curious to whom im refering to, so i had no choice but to be frank. so i was so hesitant at first, my plans all spoil le lor. but then i still told this person all i observed, and it proved all was wrong, which this person explained. n i also noticed after 1 day of observation i was wrong. haha! so sry to this person, made such poor judgement n for not understanding u fully. lol!

MUSIC THERAPY works!!! works on me!!! when i was sad today, although pl tried so hard to cheer me up, actualli didnt work lar. but then when i hear songs, i was like so much better le, esp yang chen ling songs. dunno leh, jus have a sudden feeling. she has this special mo li!!! so strong!!! so strong first time i feel. haha! she rocks!!! lalalala!!!

jus smthing sad.. im rejecting u all again for the Nth time le. i noe i wanted to change my rejecting habit but... this one gt reason e. i noe ur surely veri pek chek wif me le. but i cant go for class chalet. so so so so sry. jing n hong yan so sry leh!!! haiz... have this A E N E grp assignment. ya, had to compromise... work is more important, yea.. mus do well mah... or else affect my other grp mates... so sad to miss the 2nd cls chalet again. argh!!!!! super duper sad leh... jus dunno how to express how i feel now, was in deep dilenma. hope ur can understand. ur have fun bah!!!

xia rocking off with rainie!


aniwae this few days or i mean recently, i noticed and observed and realised quite a few things.

1. i observed that this person rite.. is kinda abit wierd. cant exactly say hu's tat person, but all i can say is that this person if from my class and someone i click often. yea, quite obvious le bah. aniwae, i will start dropping hints.. i mean ask qns indirectly to confirm n see if my observation is true or nt. but rather scary leh, sort of hard to ask.. but i do hope to get the ans soon...

2. how u differentiate between friends and classmate? and how do u define friends? i nv thought of such qns before until ytd when we tok bout it e. it seems so wierd. n banu told us bout her dream which is so damn hilarious. haha! she dreamt that ed gave PL a ring, and she was veri happy. like that onli.. haha! then banu added herself yc came to snatch PL away from ed. then yc asked wat bout ym? then banu say ym is alreadi in her past. wahaha! so funni seh.. but dreams do come true. lol!!!

3. i also notice tat i kinda like to reject ppl e. in the way of when ppl ask me out, i will find means to reject them. maybe this habit started last year. so sad.. think of it, y i so hard to accept them e leh? until ppl also dun wan ask me le, cos they surely no my ans.. NO! haha! pathetic seh. but then is nt i dun wan to go out, but i prefer staying at home.. im a hermit. i dun like to go out when i reach home le.. i rather stay at home. but then sometimes realli cant make it. i mus change this habit!

4. im addicted to audition! online dancing game! woo hoo!!! so fun, esp the couple dance. lol! i use my bro account to play.. dunno y i cant create another. then the charac im using is a guy. so being a guy actualli quite shuang de leh. can propose to the gal.. but when everytime i do that i alwaes gt dc e. haha! maybe that gal nt the right one... lol! then gt 1 instance, somebody called me so i ans phone and left the room lar.. then when i return they still waiting for me wor. then i said pick up call, then 1 gal asked ur gf huh? wahahahaha! the gal sounds jealous. lol! dunno why leh i feel so shuang. lol! so pervert i think. i like making ppl jealous. hahahaha!

5. i also realised i have overgrown. i think gals shld be around 164 cm then correct. but i like my height now, onli smtimes will hit onto the bus hand rails. haha! then everytime i stand beside ani guy n if that guy's height is around mine or shorter, i'll be like so shuang. wahahah! i feel that im mean leh. lol! later get karma.. haha!

6. n my horoscope for this week, seems rather true. it says i will be doing things veri slowly, which is so true, i like to take my time. n i will have good taste making me spend a bomb on smthing. this one still nt sure yet. then my mood this week will change from good to bad then bad to good, cos i'll be thinking but bad things which makes me unhappy. which is rather true.. lastly, they say wo hui yi jiao ta liang chuan. this one is veri e funny. but will it happen? dunno. horoscope also nt veri true e.. haha!

so long essay.. argh!! i hope jessie tong dun mark ap chem quiz so fast...

xia signing off!


todae quite a relaxed day... haha! everything like over le...

aniwae went taka wif PL after sch todae... on our way in train... rather funni... haha!

aniwae can u figure out wat this pic is about? haha! focus on the blue shirt person... lol!

see that guy in pink? he wants to lie on edmund's shoulder... haha!
then we went to kinokuniya to buy pl's friend's bdae present. but then we went into the shop we totally forgot our task... haha! we went to look for horoscope books instead. lol! then i find alot of things bout aquarius lor... so funni...

as u can see... we were reading thru some of the books.. then found this rather interesting. haha! aquarius compatibility chart... so from e pics... can see i click well wif gemini, leo n aquarius ppl... hmm... true? haha

we also found mani other things... but then too long le... nt blogging out.. haha! then we continue our mission but still in the end we didn buy lor... jus cant find...

then we walked around...

cute? i mean the pooh nt pl... haha!

aniwae u think this deserves an A+? haha! edmund's master piece. lol! too abstract liao... but quite nice lar... lol!

now im thinking wat shld i do le... like veri free... but i noe i gt things to do e...aiming for 2 more cm... ideal height... 170cm. im crazy? then like that old le shrink wont be so short lar. haha!

i mus thank jesster for alwaes helping me post entries... cos i think blogger hates me or smthing wrong wif my comp cookies...keep asking me to sign in and out, but then still cant blog...

xia signing off!