im back from camp!!! woooo~ i love it man! although it was tiring. haha. i hate to go during the start, but at the end.. i changed my mind. i made mani new friends had fun! yea!



oooooo... let me jus blog before i go off for mentoring camp.

this few days had been wonderful . haha. ok lar. not too bad. but the song ur listening to is how i realli felt from the starting of yr 2. it's jus amazing while listening to songs last nite, i came upon this song. the lyrics rather true lor.

but smth maybe like wat jesster said, i had been thinking too much. i love to 胡思乱想。tat's me! =)

aniwae i jus dread going to this camp.. did i say this mani times? i think i wont even be able to slp at all lor. for the 2 days. activities will like end so late, then left 1-2 hrs to slp, i might as well dun slp. chat with pohloo n listening to music is way much better. alot of 心事. haha.

let's gossip. haha!

i jus hope pohloo n yeanman stead together. wahahaha! nvm me if im left alone. im used to be lonely... i am so lonely... haha! n this few days yean man had been like calling out poh loo's name. oh gosh. lol!

ok lar.. hope i take alot of camp pics then upload in blog. woooo~

MISS ME!!!!
but i doubt anione would. lol! =)




im so tired. mentoring's taking away all my energy. i feel so drained. ytd was terrible. after mentoring session had to go to bugis sheng siong to buy stuffs for camp. so we spent alot n had to carry so mani bags of things home. realli alot. each had 3-4 bags FULL of stuffs. n had to bring back to sch. n this few nites had been away from home till late... i jus hate this. i think my mother will wonder i realli helping out in camp or go dating. haha! which is impossible. cos u noe parents are alwaes so suspicious.

n i jus dun wanna be ghost for nite walk. i regret it now. i jus dun wan to like stay in the dark for so long with someone i dunno. maybe i admit im a little afraid of wierd things to happen. i even imagine myself seeing my late grandmother tat nite. maybe that would be wonderful. i realli miss her alot lor...

so camp is coming... i jus hope it jus turn of an eye... OVER! n i would be free!!! i cant wait for this day.

n if u are like invited to ur pri sch friend's party will u go? i am still wondering to turn up anot. cos got mani factors stopping me from going.

1) i noe the girls surely like have changed alot. prettier in that sense... then noe how to dress up... but me... wahahahahaha!

2) i dunno if they still rmb me or wat.. it would be like awkward... do we have things to say? although i still have sijie.

i jus tot of 2. it's like after 5-6 yrs... ur meeting them... oh gosh.

i have so much to say after i return from cls... im jus damn stress. i wan to say them out but i'll be offending quite a few ppl. shld i or shld i not. maybe it would be better if this becomes a private blog. im jus so so so moody when going back. actualli i wrote out a whole chunk of my unhappiness le. feel so much better. i think pohloo will be the onli lucky fellow to read it. this prob actualli have a veri big link. aniwae i think i can jus predict my mood early in the morning. cos on the bus i already predicted i will have both fun n moodiness. which is so true. maybe im cursed to have bad moods on thurs. =) i jus wan this 2 years to pass quickly!

im jus feeling rather stressed.

haha! im blogging at this time wor. not in my comfy bed. lol! cos mentoring's adeline told me to do some calling which later she found too late.. so can be done tml. now im stuck online chatting. haha. so long nv come online chat liao wor... the feeling... wooo~ haha!

aniwae todae no prac so for 4 hrs, went with class to JP. haha. was kinda wierd lor. hard to bond leh. lol! but they seem friendly. haha.

i jus wan camp to be over soon... make me like need stay in sch till so late almost everyday. oh gosh... buay tahan. but i think pohloo more tired than me bah. haha.

wat will u do if someone tells u he/ she likes u? will u avoid that person or jus pretend n continue? hahaha. nth happened to me or wat... jus curious... poor pohloo. hahaha.

toking bout old pri sch mates seems fun! cos i met han wen in bus todae. but i didn dare to approach him. wahahaha! so wierd lor. i miss old sch days.... =)


ytd was so funni.

had mentoring nite walk trial. i was stuck with clement. somebody i dunno. but he seems to be fun. we interact before the trial. he n cedrick showed us magic tricks using poker. it was damn cool. nice of them to entertain us. =)

n for the actual walk, i have to be wif him for 5 hrs in the dark. how to survive? hard to tok to him. cos i've a soft spot for good looking guys. =) i also discovered guys prefer gals hu are scared of this n that. so they can be hero to protect the gal. but unfortunately, im not scared of dark or wat. haha.

lucky pl, she got her fav guy partner. i think she will be like damn happy? haha.

another funni thing was pl, me n ym went to buy some stuffs. i felt so like lampost. but starting was tough deciding wat to buy. then we got the hang of it. n were like damn broke at the end. instead of looking for wat we wanted, me n pohloo went shopping for our own stuffs. haha. but still managed to buy wat we wanted. =)

on the train back, i think pl n i became dirty minded? haha. nvm. dun elaborate on this part. so damn funni i nearly sprained myself.

i found this mv. veri old song. xiao zhu's show time album song. so cute! the song also nice.



你 敢不敢 恋爱


wah... had to wake up early to check emails, cos im lazy to go online at nite. so mani mentoring mails... sai! haha, so after reading them decided to blog lor...

this whole week to me was rather terrible. i was like so moody n also dunno y. ytd was worse. i was quite alright in the morning but during lunch, everything went out of place. i had a terrible headache, n cos of other reasons i think. i jus couldnt adapt to this change. but still this onli first week of sch. but luckily got xiao zhu. haha! listening to li liang makes me feel better.

给我力量陪我闯荡
也许我们都不讲
把爱留在我的心上
超越了太多梦想
时光匆忙不曾遗忘
随时可以回头看
那些时光你在身旁
给我的温暖

so nice... jus promoting his song. =)

then i also tot no point being moody mah, so quiet also no use, so i try to zi high lor. so i think the rest of the afternoon i felt better, but head was spinning.

so now i jus wanna chiong n nth else!

but there's another thing i wan to do leh... is to fly to shanghai to watch xiao zhu's veri first shou biao yan chang hui on 9th june. but i think it would be impossible....


eh eh eh... early in the morning. cant slp. waiting to go to sch... then tell me lecture cancelled. haha.

ah kun!!! congrats ur maintain ur band standard got silver for syf. despite like mani sch nt doing quite well, n the judges so strict. ur still got silver. maybe ur ytd in lucky streak lor... the judges in good mood. haha. so next syf chiong for gold lar. so it seems my jia you chants works. haha!

ytd was first day of sch... jus not used to it. this new class of mine... dunno wat to say lar. the ppl there i feel not veri friendly. hard to mix n bond with them. so i jus stick mostly with pohloo n chze li. haha. n buddy class ppl lor. i am jus wondering how am i going to survive the next 2 years. n my class has so mani gals n onli 4 guys out of 18 ppl. wahahahaha! this ratio seems similar to my sec 3 n 4 class scenario.

ah lar... but although ytd we stick mostly with buddy class peeps, i think this is going to change after few weeks or days... i will be like separating from them... i dunno i jus got this feeling lor. i'll be like trying to stick with my own class often le. haha. cos this scenario also quite similar when i first enter sec 1. first few days or so i stuck with sijie n eliza from same pri sch mah... then after a while, it seems im the one hu left them... haha. maybe this time also like tat, or maybe things will change?

n i jus wan to say.. things seem to have changed. n im veri sad... i doubt that person noes.. but will noe it soon. n oh gosh... preiyaa say i changed. did i?

so sch now onli briefings... nth much. hope to start work real soon!


so i watched SUNSHINE ytd. starting i was like sure not nice movie e. but after watching a while, it started to get interesting n exciting. it's like more of a scientific thriller show. about our sun n this few heros trying to save human beings. the graphics used veri nice wor. thumbs up!




haha. been watching bai fen bai in youtube this few days... so wanna compare xiao zhu n xiao gui. haha! and cos im bored.

1)


Name: 罗志祥
Nicknames：小猪，国王，阿祥
English name: Show
D.O.B: 31 July 1979
Height: 180cm

well... he till now had released 15 albums, 11 from 四大天王 and 罗密欧 n 4 after he 单飞. he can act n host n dance n joke veri well... all rounded person. 帅！

2)


Name: 黄鸿升
Nickname: 小鬼
Engilsh name: Alien
D.O.B: 28 Nov 1983
Height: 176cm

well... he was in 丸子三兄弟. haha. released 1 album. but is rather good in hosting n acting. his cute though.

haha... this so lame lar, they 2 cannot be compared e. i support xiao zhu full time, xiao gui part time. haha. cos both of them are from 娱乐百分百。haha.

i had been a hermit this few days maybe for this holidays... alwaes stay at home glued to the laptop. so im going out later! actualli... wanted a mini class gathering, oh gosh! forget it! haha. im jus going out for a little breather. well sch reopens, we all separate class liao lar, no more 1ab22 le. good lar, new class new friends meet new ppl. good for me lar. (this seems like 气话 to me, but 是拾不得的。haha!)

and next mon... is a big day for my brother! wish him all e best first! well... his having band syf. ok lar... have to 加油 wor! i wan to go see leh... but then have class... ai yo. nvm 人不在，精神在。but maybe see first lar, since jing n her fren wans to go too. hee! dunearn also have to jia you! haha.

woooo~


i cant go online at nite e lar. my connection seems to hate nite time. haha. will alwaes dc e. i think i stick to morning online is perfect. haha

aniwae i dunno y last nite so wierd. my bolster rite, got string tied at the end e... but hor in the morning, it was like untied. hahahaha! i veri li hai ar... at nite while slping can untie it. lol!

wat i wan to say is... ytd afternoon clear my table n stuffs. then i clear n found mani letters and cards. ppl wrote to me last time. haha! then read thru them feels wierd. well... i onli read thru most of the letters by sijie. it is like so mani memories lor. we had so mani problems... haha. then i cant imagine last time also got ppl send me cards e wor. haha. actualli i like receiving cards n letters n writing to ppl too... hee! it's fun. 写有的没的，也一样好玩。i love to crap. haha! =)

sch reopening soon le. woooo hooooo!!!!


yo yo yo!!! haha. im actualli blogging from the office wor. i feel so free todae. lol! cos i have finished all the assignments assigned to me, so todae could be my last day. so short wor. haha. actualli quite simple n relaxing e. better than my previous job. lol! i could also watch youtube wor. haha! ytd nv watch bai fen bai was so sad, cos feature xiao zhu leh... his SPESHOW qing gong hui. but then todae i found it in youtube... hahaha!!! so funni! i had to control my laughs... laugh so loud ppl will noe im slacking. lol!

aniwae i wonder y xiao zhu have rumours with ling yi chen. they jus pai hao peng you mv together onli mah. n i dun find them compatiable n i believe xiao zhu dun like her too. n his long time rumour makiyo... oh gosh... i also cant believe y they have rumours leh? it's like cannot be e... hahaha. maybe onli either selina n jolin suits him but i still feel he wont be with ani of them... haha. n i think his attached now... di xia qing. lol! i think di xia qing quite fun e... shall try? lol!

ok lar.. also veri e sian.. nth much for me to do... continue youtubing... haha.


ytd was fun!

from my place we went all e way to the east near katong. damn far lor. haha, to celebrate ah ma's bdae! woooo hoooo!!!



she's alwaes the main attraction. haha.



this guy here is jus so naughty keeps running about n was thrice naked. haha. CUTE！



BANANA is jus so 大方。new couple!



寿星婆！



another 2 bdae stars! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO KAI XIN N SAN YI!



full family pic wor. all had red eyes. haha.

realli eat alot lor. but my bro got 收获 ytd, my cousin gave him a le coq sportif bag. oh gosh! maybe we will exchange at times. haha! but i doubt so onli if he persists.

爱杀17 is a nice show. casting angela zhang. the background music jus make the whole show so eerie.. nice suspence, thriller show.


im working next week. haha. for 1 week onli before sch reopens lol. but i think e job is quite easy. data entry but not mani to enter so maybe within 3 days i'll be free again. haha. but u noe, to earn more... do slower... haha.

i think i better not go into CD shops, everytime i go in jus make me heartache onli. haha. ytd i saw CD rama selling xiao zhu's album this time plus those shiny stickers for hp n i think is a mouse pad. oh gosh... jus make me wanna.... argh!!! haha. y am i so attracted to him?


im going to have a hard time todae. damn the laptop, dunno y cant get into internet. now use this slow lousy comp can make me vomit blood. maybe better than nothing.




I FINISHED XIAO ZHU'S AI DE LI LIANG YAN CHANG HUI!!!!! THANKS POH LOO!!!! I JUS LOVE IT!!! NICE!!!! THE LAST PART SO DAMN TOUCHING!!! HE CRIED!!!
给我力量。

ai yo.. wat i wanted to type..

oh ya... i took personal finance planning for gems. wonder how will it be. but hor becos of some misscommunication, me n pohloo wen to diff class. hahaha! but nvm lar..

ytd watched BEAN too. eh.. not so nice leh. not so funni. haha. but nvm, first time watch with pohloo's bro. haha. his cute. lol!

nite walk i become GHOST? haha.



I AM JUS SO DAMN JEALOUS OF MY BROTHER!!! MY FATHER BOUGHT HIM A NEW HANDPHONE!!! SOMEMORE SONY ERICSSON K800I. WAH SEH! OK LOR... I WILL SEE SONY ERICSSON PHONE IS GOOD.. IF GOOD I'LL BUY NEXT YEAR. STU!!!!!

aniwae cooling down... sat rite, went for mentoring meeting. ok lar.. i dunno leh... yue sing cried. oh my gosh... n when she cry, i seem to be affected. hahaha. maybe im easily influenced/ affected by ppl. my emotions change e lor. i see some sad, my emo will go down. ppl high, i also will HIGH! hahaha.

then i kept being asked to go for the appreciation dinner. i rejected them with MANY REASONS! wahahahaha! but i didn state the many reasons.

1) it's $20! 要我命! ex leh... to me, cos i have no income. then even if ppl pay for me ar.. i also paiseh leh.

2) then they had to dress nicely. n to me nicely... haha... seems grand. lol! then like pohloo she has to go, had been thinking so long wat to wear... i think dress. haha! so 省去这些麻烦，dun go better. haha!

3) i dun quite like the ppl there. not all... but most! i am offending ppl now... my blunt! not those seniors... i will nv hate them.. they are jus so adorable n shuai! lol! but my batch e. then go there, 浪费时间。haha. im rather anti- social.

4) they had to dance.. oh gosh, jus forget that. i hate it man.. i will be like jus sitting there...

oh man.. i forgot the other reasons.. but i think there's more. haha.

so dun go lar. BEST!

aniwae sch's reopening soon. i am jus wondering how will it be like. maybe i can imagine, i will jus alwaes be sticking around with pohloo, since we split class with 22. i will be 孤庇。dun mix with my classmates. i will be damn quiet, cant see my cheerful self le. haha. then get outcast... i will be damn lonely.

n i went to CWP ytd. i saw yean man. wahaha! his not MIA. lol! but his working there lar. he is back to his PRISON HEAD STYLE. lol! funni lar.. haha! meeting banu, pohloo, yong chuan n yean man on wed. hahaha. so long nv see them le... i scared will forget how they look. haha. cos i have a little poor memory in remembering ppl's face. now i can barely rmb 22 ppl's face le. must think hard. so long no see them... haha!

this made me cry... xiao zhu had a sad past... n is from this song... 力量 n his veri first concert i get to noe more bout him. i jus love that song!