well... im up early again despite sleeping late again last nite. for the whole nite i still cant keep my mind off that stupid issue. i've so much anger, so much to say. but when i come into my blog... i was like so soft heartened. i feel like those i wan to say mostly diminished. THANKS PPL! made me feel so much better. =) now then i realli noe i had so mani FRIENDS (BONGZ!, my classmates n ex- clsmates) hu cared for me. but there are alwaes some "friends"( they shld noe hu they are...) out there trying to show they care but they are jus so FAKE.

but still.... cant stop me for ranting a bit more yea.

this lyrics jus so true. xiao gang's 快乐练习曲.

快乐那年我们几岁
看透还没学会
心里面住着一个鬼
快乐不是只红酒杯
狂欢换一次醉
醒来后夜更黑
我以为长大一些冷漠一些
对谁都防备
可以让快乐逃走又回归
才知道知足无缺热情谦卑
真心的赞美
那是多么不容易有的誓约
啦……
快乐隐瞒着一种悲
伤心仍学不会
打开那上锁的心扉
快乐不需要被包围
不需要擦眼泪
痛快的哭一回
我相信长大一些用心一些
失败不气馁
难过的时候会有朋友陪
也相信有爱就留有梦就醉
失败无所谓
才是快乐不会离开的体会

u cant possibly jus trust anibody. they alwaes have this protective skin around them. once they shed their skin... their true, ugly colours... it's jus so scary.

truely, after that incident, it made me so ---- mentoring alot, esp the ppl. i dun ---- ppl so easily e. it's like my first time ------ ppl. n not one but many. it takes a long time to make a real friend but takes onli 1 sec to break a friendship. (too strong a word to use... but after some time, my ------ will be gone.)

ok.. after this entry, i wont be talking much bout it in my blog le. im not bothered! wah... now then i realise my blog song e lyrics so true man. i cant change destiny. got to keep holding on. i've to learn to accept the truth. n i've done tat! amazing!

all e best! main comm 07/08! hope ur use more 人性 to treat matters. dun let such things happen again. if possible, recruit the actual number of sub comms u wan or many of them. dun follow their footsteps. it's painful.

let me talk bout something light though... met BONGZ ytd! woooo~

we watched pirates of the caribbean at world's end. it's wonderful! i like it man. although it was a long 168 mins show, but worth it. im so in love with johnny depp aka jack sparrow. he is jus so clever, witty n handsome. i love his hair!



will turner n elizabeth... wat a sweet couple. fighting also can marry. haha. but then their love is like jus so short. will was stabbed by david jones the ugly tentacles monster n so to save him, jack brought jones heart n will stabbed it. he became the captain of the dutchman. now he can onli see elizabeth once every 10 years. that is like losing him forever lor. wait so long then can see once, how to survive. but his heart is alwaes well kept with elizabeth.

the monkey is cute too!

hope there's part 4. it made me wanna watch again. but no lar save $. =)

going out with BONGZ was GREAT!



we are missing huiling here.

hope we go out again! =)