Today is a very SPESHOW day!





haha. it's early in the morning.
ok, aniwae thanks to those who showed concern.
feel much better. =)

aniwae i also feel so gan ga for writing that previous post.
it is so inner me.
i dun think i've written anithing so er xin before bah.
but it was all of a sudden i felt that way.
OMG! i feel so paiseh.
haha.

talked to hongyan bout everything.
thanks for listening. =)

n do i look fierce?
ms jessie tong says i look fierce.
OMG!
is that the first impression i give to others?
haha.
i am actually friendly. =)


i am so emo can.
im jus confused.
im jus searching for the real me,
the real Alexia.
i jus dunno who i realli am.
i have no idea what my future will be like.
i dun wan to be a normal office girl,
or a housewife.
i want to do something big.
but i dunno where to start.
i am so clueless!

i was a violinist.
but i stopped.
i had the passion, but it faded.
i was an artist.
i took part in competitions and won,
but i was not really gifted.
i was a dancer.
but that was centuries ago.
i was a table tennis player.
but i lost my momentum after i graduated.

now all i am is a normal student struggling in her studies.

i serve the community,
but i could not put in my 100%.

i once aspire to be an air stewardess.
but i do not have what it takes to be one.
i love to travel aound the world.
to look at how beautiful GOD has created for us.
but i do not have the resources.

after OITP, i thought to work in the semi- conductor industry,
but i lack the knowledge.
i want to work in the cosmetic field,
but i lack the drive.
i lack the encouragement.

so what do i realli wan?
im searching for that ans.

i want to be loved.
not onli by my family and friends,
but also by that special one im still looking for.
i dun dare to love,
becos i noe i will loss it.
i am bei dong.

so y am i here?
jus to be another extra human being slowly consuming the earth's resources?
WHO AM I?

ok... this is getting too emotional.
i am jus thinking too much.
i need to find my confidence.

aniwae, yanyin.
ur bet u won is till on.
i will keep my promise.
rmb to claim it. =)
actualli, my heart bet the same thing as u.
but my mind led me elsewhere.
so i won half the bet.
haha. =)


Happy Happy Happy!

haha. finished Show on Cruel Stage DVD!
OMG! it's jus wonderful!
after finishing Disc 1, i gt a chong dong to hug someone. haha!
aniwae the part where he talked bout his family is the most touching one.
so emo...
and i think those ppl who cut this DVD are pro man.
the effects, the features. WOW~
way much better than the DVD i did for GEMS.
haha! pro jiu shi pro.

and adeline! Happy becos i got the chocs from u.
i miss australia chocs!
THANKS!!!
HUGS!!!

and Happy becos everything's fine.
=)

counting down 2 more days to Lan Qiu Huo.
and 5 more days to my bdae!
haha!
no lar, LUO ZHI XIANG's bdae.

Happy Happy Happy!


so i injured my finger on friday in the fragrance lab.
BURNT.
the pain was quite terrible.
it was red like pig's finger.
all i could do was put in under running water.
then mrs yeo, told me to take ice from the fridge.
so i soaked my finger in an ice bath.
it was not that painful.
but after taking out my finger, the pain start again.
yea.. aniwae thanks PL and yanyin.
my finger is fine now.
just red and pain at times. =)

maybe when i get xiao zhu's DVD tml, i'll be so much better.
hope they dun delay again!
hope he come to s'pore to promote. =)