it's a COLOURFUL life i'm living.

Saturday, September 09, 2006 Y 11:30 AM

aniwae, i love listening to songs... esp chinese songs... i like to listen to songs with meaningful lyrics. sometimes i 'll try to associate my feelings to the lyrics. for example, ytd before i went to bed, i was listening to whole album of FIR songs. hmm... onli during at nite when im all alone, can i think e best. aniwae, i found this song "ni heng ai ta" e lyrics veri suit to wat i want to tell this friend. hu's a gal. haha! dunno leh... maybe diff ppl, have diff way in interpreting the lyrics? hmm... then "tian tian ye ye" is definitely a veri sweet n romantic song. but, it doesnt suit me now. haha! but it is realli veri veri nice. lastly, "yu ying hua" eh... actualli associated to someone which i tot of ytd but nw forget le... haha! aniwae, i love to listen to songs! can see me everywhere wif my mp3. haha! esp, while travelling in bus or wat... sometimes that's y i prefer to go home alone or go to sch alone... so can listen to music.. or else if gt ppl with u go home, jiu bu ke yi ting le. hui heng mei you li mao. haha! yeap. so pl, u shld noe e reason now rite... haha!

aniwae besides chinese songs... i like cantonese songs. jus cos i wan to realli master the language. i have missed out wat i shld hv done n is regretting it alot. aniwae i have alwaes been hoping to master my cantonese well so i could communicate properly with my late grandmother hu passed away last year. even before i could master it well... she has already left us. i was realli devastated. besides tat, i noe my grandma was the one hu took care of me since i was born. my parents had to work... so i was put into the care of my grandma. however, till her last days, i still took her for granted. i did nt like fufil my part as her granddaughter... wow... wan to cry le... i realli miss n love her veri much. i have alwaes nt said this when she was still around. im now regretting alot... aniwae this seems to be the first time i opened up my feelings so much. before, i tot no one would truely understand me or wat so ever... n i dunno if ppl will be reading this entry n feel e same as wat im going thru... so now i understood tat we shldnt take our love ones for granted, if u realli like this person so much, pluck up ur courage n tell e person how much u like him or her before u realli start regretting n losing that import person. u realli nv noe when ur close n love ones will leave u... ooh... im getting emotional again... so appreciate those beside u now n show them how much u love them, whether be it ur parents, ur siblings, ur frends n even ur bf or gf. yeap... <3!