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Sunday, February 11, 2007 Y 10:50 AM

wah... this entry is gonna be a bit dry n long. haha! cos i cannot blog pictures!!!! argh!!! blogger hates me. lol! while typing im listening to xiao zhu's (guo wang) album!!! shiok! aniwae as u all noe or maybe most, ytd was my 18th bdae. wahahahaha! well the whole day was tiring. so let me tell u how i spent this day yea...

but firstly i realli wan to thank my mother n father n brother for helping me to prepare this bbq. realli leh, they put in alot of effort. argh!!! crying le... love them!!!!!!

ok so... 12 midnight, i received my first bdae msg from pohloo. haha! she woke me up from my slp!!!! argh!!! then quite a few came in lar.. yea, then early next morning, i had to go back to sch.. so stu! for mentoring meeting... wah... so pohloo was the onli person hu spent the whole day from morning to night with me. so touched! the meeting was damn boring, haha! not so bad lar n i shant tok more bout it.

then we went back home.. pohloo came to my hse lar. then mitch n xiang ning also came bout 3 plus. they were so early... haha! then we did nothing much leh, my house nth to play e. haha! so they flipped thru my photo album, actualli i onli have mani baby photos. they said, my brother, ah kun is cuter than me. wah..... k lor. then mitch was reading the book of dirty jokes. wahahahaha! the book realli veri funni e lar, wan to read borrow from me lor. haha!

ok.. then bout around 5, we went down to the pit... most ppl were late.. haha! then mitch started to build the fire which was tough.. haha! then came zhi guang n yean man, they helped to set the fire too... without them we cant bbq anithing. lol! thanks! then ppl started filling in... yea.. then we bbq-ed n eat.. but i felt kinda wierd.

aniwae i was rather shocked that jesster n edmund koh came.. yea, they said they were not coming.. then they turned up.. ya... i jus wondered wat made them change their mind? i wan to noe! can somebody tell me? hahaha!

actualli most of my fears for that day realli occured. firstly, i was thinking wat if i bumped into eliza, cos she jus lived the block next to the pit... n she had been my fren since pri sch n she surprised me by msging me this morning.. n noe wat.. i realli bumped into her which was veri e paiseh.. u noe..how i feel.. haiz...

my next fear was the worst... i still felt veri guilty until now.. i didn tell anibody but shall blog it out here...cos i invited both my sec n poly friends, from the veri start i was so scared if they can realli mix around or will it be veri wierd. n indeed it was. to me. this part would be rather emo e... i actualli felt veri guilty towards sijie, jing jing n hong yan. i noe they felt left out.. all they did was eat alone, bbq-ed n played with ah kun. i realli felt veri bad leh. i tried veri hard to bring them to my poly friends but no offence hor.. some of them like doesnt seem to wan to make friends with them. but i think i failed on my part too. i dunno how to say. i felt veri upset actualli... got once actualli i nearly broke down in front of them... but i controlled. yea. im a control freak. i can control e.. so i didn cry at all. i dunno lor... i realli felt veri sad. other than sad is guilty... argh!!!! then apart from them my poly friends also.. ok.. they leave veri far, n they made a point down to my house. im touched too. realli thank them for coming. n hope they realli did enjoy n not felt left out...

nvm... then we cut cake, ok this cake was yet another surprise. adeline went down to j8 to order this cake.. xiao zhu's face on the cake!!!! im so touched lor. i haven eat the cake yet.. lol! no wonder she asked me for his pictures? thanks!

then another surprise was edmund liew.. he went down to j8 too to ask xiao zhu for his signature on his album!!! ouch!!! so touching. he pai dui until veri xin gu e bah. see him come tat time so hot... realli thank him! realli, although ur see no expression on my face but then cos i dunno how to express e... but i realli veri e gan ji. thanks! now with that album, inside got his calendar.. can see xiao zhu's face every day le. wahahahaha!

then i also received alot of presents. all presents i like it veri much. realli, cannot compare e lor. so ah bongz gave me a pair of shoes. nice lor. i realli appreciate veri much. i shall wear it when i go out.. then feel the warmth from my feet. hahaha! like veri... lol! aniwae i read ur blog entry hong yan.. i can feel how u felt. haiz.. i also dunno wat to say. but... argh! this is making me cry... we had been friends for the longest time... not ur dunno wat i like, but we understand each other so well le, sometimes we do neglect such small things in our life? i also realli dunno how to say or describe. but i realli like the present. thanks!

then pohloo, jesster and adeline they baked cookies for me, i realli for veri touched too. for this whole entry other then touched is touched. they made alot of efforts too. i tried one. nice eh! haha! so pohloo u lied to me, say go out with sec friends rite, pang seh me on fri. but actualli i noe u meeting jesster n adeline e... cos im smart, from all the qns i probed u with, i can infer le. im smart. haha! i noe u also veri xin gu, have to hide all this surprises from me... cos i kept asking u, i cant stand suspensions... realli... but these surprises were nice, pleasant n touching. haha! thanks alot!

then jesster gave me towels. haha! i didn tot she will give me tat. n is pink in colour. hahaha! now i bathe will use tat towel le. haha! thanks eh! n she came down all the way from pasir ris.. wah.. realli touched although she had to leave early.. yeap.

then sgf they gave me a box of sweets n a necklace. wah! the necklace seems cool. haha! thanks eh. then rite, i jus saw yean man like the whole night sitting alone.. so sry, left him out. but haiz...

then cheng peng that gang n zhi guang gave me a shirt. wahahahaha! haven try yet.. lol! but thanks alot leh. n mitch n xiang ning gave me a belt bah. i also didn noe wat is it leh. haha! seems wierd. hahahaha! thanks too!

but realli my best present as wat michelle said is that all of u came down to celebrate with me, for 18 years i think this one is the best, with alot of gan chu. yea...

hope ur not bored with this entry. haha!

haiz... so long e entry.. now i fear for my results le... haha!

im 18 liao!!! woo hoo...

ah xia.