Monday, April 02, 2007 Y 8:03 AM

I AM JUS SO DAMN JEALOUS OF MY BROTHER!!! MY FATHER BOUGHT HIM A NEW HANDPHONE!!! SOMEMORE SONY ERICSSON K800I. WAH SEH! OK LOR... I WILL SEE SONY ERICSSON PHONE IS GOOD.. IF GOOD I'LL BUY NEXT YEAR. STU!!!!!

aniwae cooling down... sat rite, went for mentoring meeting. ok lar.. i dunno leh... yue sing cried. oh my gosh... n when she cry, i seem to be affected. hahaha. maybe im easily influenced/ affected by ppl. my emotions change e lor. i see some sad, my emo will go down. ppl high, i also will HIGH! hahaha.

then i kept being asked to go for the appreciation dinner. i rejected them with MANY REASONS! wahahahaha! but i didn state the many reasons.

1) it's $20! 要我命! ex leh... to me, cos i have no income. then even if ppl pay for me ar.. i also paiseh leh.

2) then they had to dress nicely. n to me nicely... haha... seems grand. lol! then like pohloo she has to go, had been thinking so long wat to wear... i think dress. haha! so 省去这些麻烦,dun go better. haha!

3) i dun quite like the ppl there. not all... but most! i am offending ppl now... my blunt! not those seniors... i will nv hate them.. they are jus so adorable n shuai! lol! but my batch e. then go there, 浪费时间。haha. im rather anti- social.

4) they had to dance.. oh gosh, jus forget that. i hate it man.. i will be like jus sitting there...

oh man.. i forgot the other reasons.. but i think there's more. haha.

so dun go lar. BEST!

aniwae sch's reopening soon. i am jus wondering how will it be like. maybe i can imagine, i will jus alwaes be sticking around with pohloo, since we split class with 22. i will be 孤庇。dun mix with my classmates. i will be damn quiet, cant see my cheerful self le. haha. then get outcast... i will be damn lonely.

n i went to CWP ytd. i saw yean man. wahaha! his not MIA. lol! but his working there lar. he is back to his PRISON HEAD STYLE. lol! funni lar.. haha! meeting banu, pohloo, yong chuan n yean man on wed. hahaha. so long nv see them le... i scared will forget how they look. haha. cos i have a little poor memory in remembering ppl's face. now i can barely rmb 22 ppl's face le. must think hard. so long no see them... haha!

this made me cry... xiao zhu had a sad past... n is from this song... 力量 n his veri first concert i get to noe more bout him. i jus love that song!