im so tired. mentoring's taking away all my energy. i feel so drained. ytd was terrible. after mentoring session had to go to bugis sheng siong to buy stuffs for camp. so we spent alot n had to carry so mani bags of things home. realli alot. each had 3-4 bags FULL of stuffs. n had to bring back to sch. n this few nites had been away from home till late... i jus hate this. i think my mother will wonder i realli helping out in camp or go dating. haha! which is impossible. cos u noe parents are alwaes so suspicious.

n i jus dun wanna be ghost for nite walk. i regret it now. i jus dun wan to like stay in the dark for so long with someone i dunno. maybe i admit im a little afraid of wierd things to happen. i even imagine myself seeing my late grandmother tat nite. maybe that would be wonderful. i realli miss her alot lor...

so camp is coming... i jus hope it jus turn of an eye... OVER! n i would be free!!! i cant wait for this day.

n if u are like invited to ur pri sch friend's party will u go? i am still wondering to turn up anot. cos got mani factors stopping me from going.

1) i noe the girls surely like have changed alot. prettier in that sense... then noe how to dress up... but me... wahahahahaha!

2) i dunno if they still rmb me or wat.. it would be like awkward... do we have things to say? although i still have sijie.

i jus tot of 2. it's like after 5-6 yrs... ur meeting them... oh gosh.

i have so much to say after i return from cls... im jus damn stress. i wan to say them out but i'll be offending quite a few ppl. shld i or shld i not. maybe it would be better if this becomes a private blog. im jus so so so moody when going back. actualli i wrote out a whole chunk of my unhappiness le. feel so much better. i think pohloo will be the onli lucky fellow to read it. this prob actualli have a veri big link. aniwae i think i can jus predict my mood early in the morning. cos on the bus i already predicted i will have both fun n moodiness. which is so true. maybe im cursed to have bad moods on thurs. =) i jus wan this 2 years to pass quickly!

im jus feeling rather stressed.