ok. mus be feeling puzzled y im blogging at this time n not sleeping or wat. cos im in a state of shock. or watever it is.

dunno if i shld jus blog it out. it's so damn sad e. it's a cruel fate. all i can say is im veri disappointed. maybe i shld have opted out in the 1st place. ok jus let me get into the point. im not in mentoring main comm. good for me. i jus feel that this whole system is so unfair or watever. jus reject someone with an email say so sry appreciate all ur help. wat u think, it's like so superficial. jus a word sorry can mend everything? it's so damn paiseh. to u maybe it's like trying to feel sorry but i think u jus dun feel anithing bout it. aniwae i so agree lor... ppl are alwaes so hard hearted. i dun mind like offending ppl here le. im not angry or wat. but i jus could not understand. maybe im not up to their expectation. could not do well lor. nvm. but then i jus felt then y in the 1st place recruit so few ppl into sub comm... then reject those pathetic 2. how will this 2 ppl feel? i doubt they even put their shoes into our position. i jus wonder if there's another person not promoted in. or maybe im the onli one. even if it is... im more or less not bothered bout it le. y shld i think so much. (jus tryin to console myself) this experience made me learn to be not so honest next time. =)

ya ya ya... this was wat they sent...

"SP BP Mentoring Club would like to show our gratitude towards your commitment, efforts and time spent together with us in the Sub-committee of Academic Year 2006/2007. We greatly appreciate your enthusiasm and support shown to the club.

However, we are sorry to inform you that you have not been promoted to the next Management Committee of Academic Year 2007/2008.

Once again, we would like to express our heartfelt appreciation to you and may there be opportunities that we could work together again in the future. "

how was it? nice? so touching wor...

i so feel like not going for mentoring le. cut off from it. haha. then i can concentrate on my studies le. this might be a good option. =)

todae's last session was realli enjoyable. maybe it's good enough to stop it here le. =) but still it might seem that im irresponsible. jus drop out becos of this? i nid time to think n time will heal all wounds. if that's true...

nvm them... meeting my BONGZ tml! so damn happy. watch PIRATES! hee!

sorry for my words in this entry. if i were to be too offending.